oh the joys of pregnancy and motherhood

Between the girls and this pregnancy, sleep is a word in my distant past... a faint whispy memory of something I used to enjoy. I sit here every nite and listen to the silence... the the slow steady breathing of my hubby, the soft baby breathing of Michi... and listen to the sounds of Makenna shifting in her bed upstairs. And here I sit at 2 am, unable to get comfortable, exhausted and wishing sleep would just take me, and somehow knowing it won't... until shortly before the lil ones come in to wake me for the day. blah. I guess it's a good thing... let's call it preparation for a newborn lol